I’m not a very religious person, but Happy Easter in sense that I hope you are enjoying it with those who make you happy. 💜
I want a new chance.
My parents have told me that they are proud of me….probably 3 times in my entire life, times that I can’t even remember. Out relationship is the leading reason as to why I hope I never have kids.
Once I move out west, it’s all over with, and I’m not sure they realize it’s coming. My whole life has been a constant personality and personal mindset battle with my mother. Her expectation of me is not only so polar opposite from who I actually am, she continues to not acknowledge the person I am and becoming.
I want to break so far away from her that her ultimate fear should be that of me leaving and never coming back. Being apart of such a long life long war is exhausting and damaging.